Maybe~

So I wound up sleeping over at my brother's dorm and I heard lots of mumbling in the other room.

Do you two ever shut the fuck up or do you talk each other to sleep every night? If that's what being in love is like...thank god I have no part in it. I've never known a couple that can talk that damn much and not get bored with each other. D:

But then again I have to consider the level of retardation you two are at for each other...I guess that helps.



Either way...mom wants me to come home and help her clean the house. The hell does that even mean? She has a maid that comes twice a week to help her with that. I would do it just because she's my mom and you can't tell your mom no...but she has a maid!

I may leave the academy...then again I may not. I'm kind of losing faith that I can be such a good singer as I once thought I could be.

I talked with my brother and my folks about it and I got the same answer from all of them. "Do what you think is right." Well...dad said he would have rather me become a doctor, but then he also wants me to marry a woman--hah.

I guess we'll have to see what happens when all these new rules get put into play. They might make me or break me in terms of staying. u_u;

I hung out with an old friend from middle school yesterday...and I found out he's got a fiance already. I could have sworn he wasn't the marrying type because he was such a playboy in high school that it seemed almost unreal for him to settle down--especially this early in life.

It kind of makes me want to get a fiance...even if it's just to have one so I'm secure and get to make my parents happy.

Of course...then I would have to leave SMA. I would also have to get some kind of job that made a decent amount of money. Can't say it isn't something that my parents have always wanted me to do anyway.


I haven't really thought too much about what I want, these days. Maybe I stopped wanting things awhile ago and just get through each day as easily as possible.

I guess I'll have to think about it more.

I don't know why I go onto this website sometimes, but I think it's because I can find so many stupid things that are funny. I've needed to laugh a lot lately, so I automatically search out things that are funny enough to make me actually laugh. It's sad how I only found one video this time when I should have found at least five like I usually do.

But this shit is so funny it almost makes up for the lack of more. XD

Not sure if I should go back home yet or not. I haven't had too much incentive to stay here other than the obvious. Another thing that makes me want to stay is that mom said she would find me someone to get married to when I came home. Blech. I don't even like women in that way...if I married someone it would only be for the sake of family and there wouldn't be love involved.

I don't think I can love anyone else. At least not now.

I called mom today and she is fully convinced that the world is going to end in two years so me and Jaejoong should get famous and be happy while we still have the chance.

I'm not quite sure how to feel about that since I am quite happy with my life right now, whether or not it's the life of a famous person. I have Vanness. It's really more than I ever expected to get when coming here anyway.


So I should call mom and tell her I am happy...and that I'm famous in a way that should be just as good as it would be if I were already a pop-star!


I have my new years resolution. x3

If I could see the city this way all the time...I would never leave.


http://i48.tinypic.com/s661bc.jpg


That reminds me...I really should go on a trip away from the dorms. ~_~

Mom called and wants to know if me and Jaejoong have gotten married yet or if she's going to have to rely on her other children for that.


Little does she know. u_u\

Seriously. XD

I remember playing both of these games after they came out...and I couldn't manage to ever tie them together like that. But wouldn't it have been amazing if Scorpion was able to just cut the effort in half like that? I would have beaten the game so much easier than doing things the natural way... /)_u

I should really update this journal more. I have plenty to talk about and I just choose to hold it all in. I'm not really sure why I do that...maybe I like to think about things too much that the need to write it out just disappears? O_O;


I also need to discover how to write emails without using too many emoticons. Damn you, Bannesseu...you're the one who made me this girly.




On a manlier note...this is a badass video. o_o

...Why are you so sexy, Bannesseu? x_x

Apparently my brother thinks he kicked my ass. Tsch...it was only because Bannesseu and Dongwook-sshi were there to keep it from turning into a massive war. >O


I'm rather intrigued with something though.





THIS IS AWESOME. O_O

This is an awesome CG movie...if I had more time I would so play this...


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Okay so I finally have the hang of this journal thing...and I got myself a cute little layout. ^^v

Not sure how things work around the academy yet, but I'm sure I'll find out eventually. My brother is supposed to help me out, but being that he's so overwhelmed with other things and people...I might be calling on Vanness to help me out. XD He seems a willing guide...though I definitely know Seoul better than he does. XP

Met a few new people and they're pretty cool so far, so I don't think anyone I haven't met yet has any less potential to be awesome~

Jin-ah...you need to stop calling me bitch. I'm going to have to suffocate you in your sleep and stop doing your laundry for you...it's because I've spoiled you for so long that you get away with so much. >O